new blog skin

omg! i love this skin! wooots... thanks to HaeMin ..
not really a Super Junior Fan but i love them anyway.. im loving this skin so much! haha

im so bored today... haiiizz... life here is pretty boring and such.

anyway... I AM REALLY DYING TO HAVE THIS LAPTOP!! look


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my parents gonna buy that for me next year weeeee haha

RANDOM QUOTES

1. hello again, once dear friend. tell me you remember me, tell me you recallthose days before we even lost our abiltiy to even breathe when we pass each other in the hall

2. F.E.A.R --
fuck everything and run.

3. i'm finally over you.
have a great life, stranger.

4. she is the gas station no one visits
unless their tank is coming up on empty

5. and these mixed emotions are much too strong.
i hear you got a problem with the way i am,
but loneliness never seems to understand.

6. that same old crowd that drags me down,
another day in a boring town.

7. you don't recover from a night like this,
lying in your bed completely emotionless.

8. rain pours from the sky while the branches sway.
i sit here in the dark looking out my window
thinking, "what a beautiful sight."

9. Here's to the moments when we didn't think about
right and wrong, when we just lived, crossed our
fingers and hoped for the best

10. Cross my heart and hope to die
shut your mouth, no more lies.
stop playing with my heart, this isn't a game
when this is over i hope you wont forget my name.

alien talk

lets have an alien talk shall we?
im super not myself today...

you know what... i really hate those persons who are so SELF-CENTERED!
and so makasarili!!! cant they just share!
as if we not friends! i mean like people whom i know who are close to her is like scared of telling the truth about her attitiude, afraid they might get crapped up and friendship would ruin.. the thing is...
i also dont know haha O.o
how can they be afraid!! its for her own good!!
if i were them i would go straight up to her face (and of course i know my limits) and have a talk... ..
but the OTHER said.. shes making alibis and lame excuses about this and that and magdededmahan sila just like that ksi yung isa shes telling the truth about her attitude damn! you know what..
i really dont mind kung hndi kmi magkkpansinan just because i told the truth then FINE!!!
dont talk to me who cares! im not the one who got attitude problem.. you are!!! your taking control of others and thats just wrong..
lets just simply say why i type this because im PISSED!!
if im going to tell this to my other friends..
they just dont know what to say because they havent been backfired and rejected or should i say they didnt know her other side of her attitude
and now i can finally understand what TD feels...

i type like that cause i was PISSED!

let me give you a piece of information what BLOG is!!!!!

i have the rights to type here whatever i want to so dont come crapping at me about this and that... yappin' sayin' "oh i saw it in her blog which says about this and that and many more you should come and scold her" (puh-leaze)

scold me then for all i care!!! and one more thing

what you see here... just leave it here..!!! or else ill block you! oh hey! i can already see your IP address *grins* i have a tracker so watch your back..

i bet you would translate that pile of shit.. but please i advise you not to do it

im back

hi im back from that "UNDER CONSTUCTION" thing anyway.. i feel like its all worthless im editing and learning more in photoshop then eventually i gave up.. so i come up with this simple skin which is very simple and common.. inspired from wordpress.com

ive take off my javascript which is the disable right-click and unable text select because there are surveys here if you wanna answer than copy it but doesnt mean you have to copy all the images here! haha

my stats counter had restart cause i lost the code and delete it accidentally

anyway.. my mom is nagging me again to clean up the house.. im going to do it later. listen to this song its so nice!! title is DIVISION i found the song in the movie "Bring It On (in it to win it)" please listen to the song you wont regret it

i want this song so bad *sniff* if you have it.mind to send it in my e-mail? thnx [skrpbuk08@yahoo.com]

DIVISION by: Aly & Aj

You chose to surrender
the best thing that's happened to you
What were you missing?
Were you just trippin?
Running away from your fear
was the best you could do
You made this decision
You chose our division

And I have no regrets
I wish you the very best
In all that you do

Congratulations
Now you are free
You have earned your degree
Yeah, you graduated
This is your last separation from me
There'll be no more trying
No more coming back
No more forgiving you
No more thinking that somehow the sum will be different
By using Division

Half of your friends would attend before they ever knew
Why they are going
To this party I'm throwing
They would be thinking that I would be pleading to you
To get back together
Well how about never?

You're gonna miss me, grad
So funny I had to laugh
You did this to you
Yeah you did

Congratulations
Now you are free
You have earned your degree
Yeah, you graduated
This is your last separation from me
There'll be no more trying
No more coming back
No more forgiving you
No more thinking that somehow the sum will be different
By using Division

Congratulations
You've graduated
You finally got your degree
in your last separation from me
Congratulations
You've graduated
To be all alone by yourself
Let me throw you a party, farewell
Farewell, farewell, farewell, farewell well well well ...

Congratulations, yeah yeah yeah (more)

REWIND

here is a video dated way back i think on december 2007..uhmm dunnno.. all i know is that..this was made during teacher's day... ill post it here.. the video is edited by me and the camera girl was tasneem .. we are like so cramming that day and dunno what to do... all is made at the afternoon and 2 hours away before the presentation because this video was to be presented in the campus for all to see.. so watch this



A TAGALOG JOKE

i find this joke very funny even though i dont know what the heck UBAS means LOL, hazel send it to me in Yahoo msg.

Bata: Pabili po ng ubas
Tindera: Wla Kmeng ubas
-kinabukasan-
Bata: pabili po ng ubas
Tindera: WLa nga kming ubas. isa pang tanong mu iistepler ko na bibig mu
- kinabukasan-
Bata: may istepler kayo?
Tindera: Wala baket?
Bata: pabili ubas..

my own domain

ahh... wordpress is cruel like you have to pay about $ o.o4 per day for you to edit further more in CSS
like can it be just FREE!! ahhh...

im dont know what to do... i cant pay $0.04 i dont even have pay pal or credit card..


ahhhhh.. im living in a nightmare... or i just dont understand it
bad bad bad bad day

OH MY GOSH!!!!!!
im getting tired of my layout T_____T

this wordpress thingy is giving me total headache im losing my mind

anyway let you a stupid quote

"your so open-minded your brains fell out"

harhar

Survey ADDICT

IM A SURVEY ADDICT HERE! haha.. im just so BORED! if your bored too then i TAG you! so answer this back & post it in your blog

Do you like your name?
- slight.. but if i got the chance to change my name that would be "MeiMei"

Is doing illegal shit commonplace to you?
- idk

Have you ever been a prefect?
- nobody is perfect

Have you lived up to your name?
- My name means "only I can judge". So I definitely think so.

Are chores for bores?
- i dunno

Have you ever glued your fingers together on purpose?
- nope

Can you hold your own in a fight?
- nah

Is Tarantino a cinematic genius or a crude, derivative schlockmeister?
- what the heck!?! dunno what that means X_X

Who is your bestest friend?
- lorraine

Did your parents never allow friends round after school?
- hiyeah only if its a group project or something

Do you consider yourself the epitome of cool?
- ahahaha i dont think so

Should breaking wind in public be a criminal offence?
- what?!?! whats a breaking wind??!

Do you always wash your cup after using it?
- cup?? i think its already washed

Does the fact that the world will be engulfed by the Sun in around 4 billion years bother you?
- No. I'm not gonna be around. Let the people who are gonna be alive in 4 billion years worry about it.

Do you belong to Mensa?
- whats a mensa?

Am I the only one who screws up burning CDs?
- nope i dont burn CDs

If you had to, would you fuck Elvis?
- hell no!! disgusting!!!! ewwwwwwww

Do you find completing surveys fulfilling?
- positive!

Can you iron worth a rats ass?
- haha

Are people forbidden to wear shoes in your home?
- Yeah. You can't walk around with shoes on in my house.

Do you know how many CDs are in your collection?
- i dont...you know.. collect CDs

Is your music collection alphabetised?
- i dont have.. its stuck in my computer just some mp3 thing.. CDs are OUTDATED!

Do you know your RAM from your ROM?
- maybe

Can you change a plug without the result blacking out half the neighbourhood?
- I'm sure I could if I tried.

Do you vacuum every day?
- nope. just every week

Do you have a must-watch TV program that you'd kill for rather than miss?
- I wouldn't go that fa.. but i really love to watch PBB

Have you ever installed Windows without having a mental breakdown?
- yeah

Do you own more than ten books?
- oh yeah

Can you cook without the risk of making people barf?
- i dont think so.. i dont know how to cook X_X except for eggs N' ham

You turn up to a party and someones wearing the same outfit as you: do you die, kill them or leave?
- argh... leave anyway

Have you ever puked in someone elses home?
- NEVER!

Do you know the formula for solving a quadratic equation?
- no idea X_X

Does the Euclidean algorithm for computing the greatest common divisor of two integers mean anything to you?
- i dont care

Have you seen Jerry Springer The Musical?
- dunno.. but that name is as the same name as my lil bro and my dad

Have you been fired from a job for persistent tardy, or non, attendance?
- idk

Did you ever win a prize at school?
- yah! when i was in grade 6

Do you carry spare nylons with you in case you or a friend get a run?
- such a geek and no i dont carry any spare nylons

If the severed heads of everyone who uses Linux were lined up end to end would you even care?
- Not if I didn't know them.

Can you spell defenestration?
- i can now : defenestration!! haha X_X

Do you know what it means?
- nope

Is Bono God?
- dunnno whats bono??

Is there something you just need to get off your chest?
- yah...so many things.

Do you know how you got your name?
- my auntie gave it... my name was suppose to be Stephanie May then they change it to Joy instead of May cause my auntie's name was Joy and she named me so thats it

If today was your last day on earth, what would you want people to know?
- i would like them to know that thanks for everything they did for me when i was stuck in this place

"let me tell you something you already know. the world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. it is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. you, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. but it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. how much you can take and keep moving forward. that's how winning is done"


What is your worst childhood memory?
- worse??? uhmmmm.... i dont even know what my childhood was like.. i kinda like forget things easily

What is your worst current memory?
- damn! dont wanna discuss

Do you have an unusual talent that no one knows about?
- oh yeah! i definetly can talk to myself! haha.. which is super weird and i call that a talent

What is the meaning behind your myspace name?
- i dont have myspace and i think that site sucks!

If you could bring someone back to life, who would it be?
- Someone who didn't deserve to die.

If your house were to burn down and you lost all of your posessions, what would you miss the most?
- my things! of coarse like my clothes, my gadgets! like almost everything

What is the most traumatic thing you have ever experienced?
- when i was in phil... my sister drowned in a 6 ft pool hehe^^

What is the most embarrassing thing you have ever experienced?
- haha.. i get in the wrong bus then kinda like get pissed cause some kids you know like thats my seat and their in them... so i made a fuss but then when i get off i look at the bus number and its not the bus im supposed to be in it ahhhh!! so embarassing

Tell me all about the latest dream you had (or the last one you can remember):
- i dream about someone thats kinda like shocking cause its my 2nd time now and its like some continuation of some sort

What's on your screen saver?
- just some vista SS

What is your definition of happiness?
- Your own personal heaven ; when you feel most alive.

How long do you think you'll live, and why?
- idk

If you could only keep one picture, which one would it be, and why?
- that one picture where all my friends are in it^^

What is the longest you have ever slept?
- 10 hours

Do you have a mental/physical disorder(s)?
- nah..

You can be anything you want to be with no limitations. So, what have you become?
- i would like to be the wind.. free and random

Have you ever experienced anything paranormal?
- dunno..

Did you have a favorite song as a young child?
- Of course.

What did you want to be as a child?
- A vet. Until I figured out I'd have to deal with animals dying.

What color is your check book cover?
- I don't write checks.

Do you run with scissors?
- Yep. Makes me feel dangerous. haha

What is your favorite candle scent?
- dunno

If you were stuck on an island what 5 things would you NOT want with you?
- A broken cellphone, rotten food, a person I couldn't stand, a boat with a hole in it, and anything annoying.

What do you think hot dogs are made out of?
- i dunno. dogs i guess haha

What is your favorite thing to do in August?
- uhmmm.. thats school days so i dunno :(

How many times a week do you clean?
- Basically everyday.

What is the best thing besides sliced bread?
- cheese ^_^

Blow pops or Tootsie Pops?
- Tootsie Pops.

What does your favorite credit card look like?
- I don't have one.

If you were an animal for one day what would you be?
- A bird.

In case of an emergency, who would you call?
- 911???? (only works in the states) but here... well... my parents

What do you use hand lotion for?
- for my hands

What does in the inside of your car smell like?
- I don't have a car.

Is kissing cheating?
- what?!

What is your favorite head ache medicine?
- dunno

Do you care how soft your toilet paper is?
- haha.. yah

Do you like dairy?
- yup!!

Chocolate or vanilla?
- chocolate

In the theater or dvds?
- both.. but i prefer in theater

Cell phone or land line?
- cell phone

Morning or Night?
- morning

Do you like to travel?
- absolutely

Do you send cards to people?
- I just give it personally or in email like the e-cards.com

What is your favorite fruit?
- avocado?

Do you eat veggies every day?
- nah

When is your next day off of work?
- I don't work.

Do you think anyone will re-post this survey?
- if their bored too then i guess they will repost it

Is it time for lunch?
- no its time for me to post this survery and take a bath ^_^



LISTEN TO THIS SONG!! LOVE IT SO MUCH!

iupload the song in imeem myself since theres theres only few BSM ost there so iupload all 15 songs hehe..

click here for my imeem profile and you can see the BSM ost incase you want to embed it in your profile

bored

im like so BORED thats why i create a blog skin
designed by me and basecodes goes to triplestars

screenshot:

click here to download

the title is pretty lame!!! damn! hell yeah! haha.. so anyway hope you'll use it
incase you wanna ask me what title it is...
the title would be: salt and battery
harhar... LOL so lame!

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A SURVEY!

i TAG everyone who hasnt answered this yet

- when i say tag.. you have to answer this copy and past it in your blog

1) Happiest moment of 2008 so far?
- my 2008 was a BUMMER!

2) What did do when you wake up to this morning?
- go back to sleep again LOL

3) Who were you with last night?
- my family

4) Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
- i havent kiss anyone lol

5) When is the last time you saw your crush?
- so long time ago *sniff*

6) Who can you tell anything to?
- my best buds

7) Do you know anyone named Peter?
- yeah.. that would be peter pan LOL X_X im getting so corny each day

8) Who is your last phone call with?
- my mum

9) What's the last thing you said/typed?
said: okay im going to do it later (eventually im really not doing it haha)
typed: here

10) How's life?
- so bad!

11) Last time you cried?
- last night

12) Why?
- oh.. uhmmmm.. its private

13) Have you ever thrown up?
- yeah when i was in 1st year high

14) Where was the first kiss you had with the last person you kissed?
- whatever

15) Do you love anyone who's name starts with an L?
- oh yeah! L Lawliet from deathnote ^_^

16) Are you happy?
- never been

17) Are you excited about anything?
- actually i am

18) What makes you happy in life?
- if i had a BSM DVD

19) What were you doing at 3 in the morning?
- sleeping

20) Do you have any text messages saved on your phone?
- yeah lots. i dont delete messages on my phone unless of corz if the message contains an "OK" word

21) Who are they from?
- my friends & family

22) What do they say?
- such random things and happenings

23) Do you enjoy life?
- i've been trying

24) How long was the last relationship you were in?
- never been

25) Would you take a bullet for anyone?
- doubt it.

26) What are you listening to?
- that BSM ost

27) Do you like it?
- i dont like it, i LOVE IT!

28) Have you ever took medicine that wasn't prescribed to you?
- nah! im not that stupid

29) Are you surprised about something?
- yeah... :(

30) Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
- those pathetic haters!!

31) Do you feel bad because someone doesn't like you?
- hell no. bitches can stay hatin' fer all i care

32) In your household who do you fight with the most?
- my lil bro

33) Do you like anyone?
- nah!

34) What's the worst thing about hugs?
- letting go :(

35) What did yesterday consist of?
- lots of household errands

36). Did you talk to anybody random yesterday?
- oh yeah.. for 1 hour in the phone and my hands went completely numb

37) Did any particular thing brighten up your day yesterday?
- nope

38) What's the stupidest thing you've ever done?
- holding on to much pride

39) If you could kiss anyone right now, who would it be?
- HIM! ^___^

40) When was the last time you went ice skating?
- uhmmmmm.. never been..

41) Describe the perfect girlfriend/boyfriend in 1 word:
- unrealistic

42) Your team loses; are you watching the next game?
- nope

43) Who was the last person you hugged?
- tasneem

44) What was the last thing that really made you smile?
- when _________________.......

45) Someone trips in front of you-what do you do?
- laugh my ass off!

46) Have you ever failed a class?
- nah

47). A person says they like you-you say:
- depends if i like him also harhar

48). Do you like cuddling?
- whats a???

49) Are you close to your parents?
- i wouldn't say close

50) Do you go hunting?
- i dont hunt X___X

51) Your friend's pregnant-you say?
- oh my!!! you are so pathetic!! haha

52) What's your favorite sport?
- badminton and basketball

53) Do you like to run?
- nah!

54) Do you plan on dressing up for Halloween next year?
- IF theres a halloween party held in our school.

55) What word starts with M?
- maltesers (which is im eating now)

56) What is your favorite day of the week ?
- saturday, thursday & friday

57) Do you have deja vu often?
- hiyeah X_X

58) Has your favorite color ever been pink or blue?
- pink only ^_^

59) Do you believe in true love?
- nope they end up getting screwed

60) How many hoodies do you own?
- only two

61) Hows your heart?
- i dunno.. better go check at the doctor

62). Do you like anyone?
- uhhmm slight

63) Where'd you get the shirt you're wearing?
- from school on our Olympics

64) What time did you go to bed last night?
- around 12

65) Are you cocky?
- nah!

66) Do you make your bed daily?
- nope.. depends only hehe

68) Do you own slippers?
- yah

69) Is there a TV in your bedroom?
- nope only in the salas

70) Are you afraid of the dark?
- hiyesss

Brown Sugar Macchiato OST (FULL)

omg! ive finally download all their soundtracks and i mean ALL OF IT
all their 15 BSM ost!! woohhhh!! so happy

You can download it right here for free... please take note that the format of the song is in WMA

1. press right-click

2. then "save target as"

BROWN SUGAR OPENING SOUND TRACKS

01. Intro - 黑糖變奏 Brown Sugar Variation (配樂)
02. 黑糖秀 Brown Sugar PK Show (片頭曲-棒棒堂+黑澀會)
03. 苦茶七分甜 Bitter Sweet Guitar (配樂)
04. 微酸協奏曲 Concerto of Macchiato (配樂)
05. 愛情瑪奇朵 Love Macchiato (片尾曲-棒棒堂)
06. 水晶瑪琪朵 Crystal Macchiato (配樂)
07. 黑糖放電 Charm of Brown Sugar (配樂)
08. Hello愛情風 Hello Breeze of Love (插曲-黑澀會)
09. 晶凍苦茶 Crystal Tea (配樂)
10. 搖滾吧！愛情 Rockn’ Love (配樂)
11. 暴走豬頭 Crazy Love Bozo (配樂)
12. 大豬頭 Love Bozo (插曲-棒棒堂)
13. 甘草豬頭 Comic Bozo (配樂)
14. 瑪琪朵奏嗚曲 Macchiato Sonata (配樂)
15. 苦茶 Bitter Sweet (插曲-棒棒堂+黑澀會)

credits goes to skyblog

hope your happy with their song! BSM ROCKS! im doing this for all BSM fans out there

Graduation Day

this is my 105th blog post...

ehem....

i just got back from the graduation of my lil bro so far i dont know what the heck im going to do there... im so BORED! and what im eager to watch is the Class Speech were they would recall there memories and ill post the videos later.. this is what the campus looks like in Graduation Day










my favorite part was when they throw their hats off after they sing there last IPSA hymm.

i just wonder that time because next year it would be out turn now to stand in that stage and hug for the last time all your classmates and friends *sniff* im going to upload that video later

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BEFORE SCHOOL STARTS... it would really be nice if something of you CHANGE form the inside out even if its just a lil bit.. so i come up with this..

SO BEFORE SCHOOL STARTS....

i want a hair relax (for my hair to be straight and not wave)
- hair rebond could completely ruin your hair cause after 6 months of that your hair would become dull and super stiff tsk.tsk
i want to dye my hair light brown ^_^
i want my hair long (long enough) to the hips
i want a nice and unique hair cut

as youve notice everything revovles around my hair.. my hair is my most prize posetion, all of us do ^_^
cause its your hair that changes your face... anyway...

i badly want a laptop vaio color: pink
i want a new shoulder bag (vintage)

and i think that all.... argh!!! i wanna get my hair done T____T sadly i dont think my mom would allow me to get a hair relax.. *pity*

BSM layout

at last! im finally finish editing this layout...

this is a Brown Sugar Macchiato Layout.. its really not that much, cause i cant find an image suitable for this skin so this one is pretty simple.. of corz designed by me, basecodes goes to non-stereotype

tomorrow would be my lil bro's graduation so i have to be in the campus no later than 12 noon

lets talk about yesterday

yesterday we went out at Tamimi to do some grocery at that time i really dont have the mood to go out.. i was walking like a zombie there cause my back hurts and almost all of my body.. i stupidly did a "morning excercise".. i did a shoulder rotation and neck bending and rotation... im pretty sure that people behind my back is like watching me with that stupid look on there face...

my lil bro said what i just did is called a "shoulder ROLL" and i was like "get serious theres no such thing as shoulder roll.. its called shoulder rotation" then my lil bro wont admit his mistake, we end up agruing about that pointless thing..... but eventually i put myself down cause i really know that hes wrong and wont admit it..

he's just like me haha.. wont admit the mistakes and hold on too much pride...

BSM ost

23 days days to go till our trip to somewhere that i dont want to discuss hehe.. that would be on april 10 were staying there for only 1 week because theres some business that my father has to attend to and hes tagginng us along apparently im not excited...where going to somewhere around asia but not in phil... huhuhu..

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right now im watching brown sugar macchiato.speakinf of BSM ive downloaded their song "da zhu tou" the one xiao yu sings in the competition in episode 3...
so far i already got 3 songs of them:

1. hei tang xiu
2. ku cha
3. da zhu tou

if you want one of their songs i can mail it to you so just comment me below or tag me at my tagboard with you e-mail ad and your name ^___^

incase if you wanna hear their song "da zhu tou" here it is:



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an honest survey

1. Best place to cry
- somewhere dark and silent

2. The thing you love the most
- the thing?? i definetly love my ipod & this computer^^

3. Tell us your dream last night
- hahaha

4. Ever hate someone so bad?
- nah

5. The biggest lie you've heard?
- yah know what.. im too lazy to type

6. Ever lied to someone you love the
most?
- love???? uhmm... idk.

7. What's the worst thing you've ever
done?
- hold on too much pride

8. Wanna be someone else than your
self?
- oh yeah.. i wish i was the wind

9. Ever slapped someone?
- oh yeah.. accidentaly

10. Last time u cried?
- so long ago.

11. Biggest crush?
- him ^_^

12. Last mall you went to?
- MOD

13. Last club you went to?
- havent been to a club yet

14. Last favourite song that
you've heard?
- da zhu tou & hei tang xiu & ku cha (almost all BSM ost)

15. Last person who hates you?
- how do i know someone hates me anyway i cant read minds X_X

16. Biggest lie you said?
- eveyone lies. but the biggest? idk

17. Who do u think is the most
ambicuous person u know?
- isabel^^

18. What do u want to eat right now?
- that molten chocolate cake from chillis^^

19. Where are you?
- in my room

20. Have you EVER failed a subject at
school?
- nah!

21. What's on your mind right now?
- butterflies on my stomach... in my brain?? idk..

22. Honestly, who are you chatting
online right now?
- none

23. What is it that you REALLY should
be doing right now?
- watch brown sugar macchiato ^^

24. Have you brushed your teeth today?
- of corz

25. Who are your best friends in the
world?
- lorraine & isadora

26. Honestly who do you think is the
hottest person alive?
- hottest person???? damn! that would be WANG ZI!

27. Honestly, are you a good friend?
- ohhhh..... ahmmmmm.... ask my friends anyway if im a good friend ^^

28. Honestly, do you really think going to school is important?
- of corz

29. Honestly, who makes you happy most of the time?
- this comp. makes me happy and hanging out with my friends make me the happies person alive

30. Honestly, what makes you so sad
about right now?
- my grades T_T

31. Honestly, how old are you now?
- fifteen and 3 months to go before turning 16

32. Honestly, what song are you listening to right now?
- da zhu tou ^_^

33. Honestly, who do you want to see at this very moment?
- i wanna see my friends

34. Honestly, where do you like to be kissed?
- okai???

35. Honestly, do you have a deadly
experience ?
- nah!

brown sugar macchiato

im watching "brown sugar macchiato" now while eating piattos.. that drama is so cool plus very funny and the leading actresses and actors are so cute ^__^

yesterday im becoming a movie freek watching dvd cds and more..so far ive watch 3 movies in one day: rebound, resident evil extinction and superman returns. While i was watching superman ive dozed off to wonderland..i was dreaming and didnt realized ive fallen asleep..

speaking of dreaming.. ive dreamed of him and its the 2nd time.. 1st was when i was still in 2nd year and the end was now. haha... at that time i dont wana wake up LOL! my dream looks so REAL! damn!

now im online at yahoo msg. but only in the web.. *sigh* so now im chatting with my bestfriend in the phil. those were the moments and i miss her so much... well too bad im comp will automatically log out at 8 o'clock PM

the BLANK page

i went to school today about 10 o'clock then come back at home at 12 o'clock noon..
the only thing why i go to school today is

1. borrow raichelle's chicken soup for the teenage soul (Love and Friendship)
2. Get the deathnote episodes FULL from johanna

oh well.. so much for that raichelle forgot to bring and also i forgot to bring my CD damn!

then afterwards.... me, hannah (isabel's lil sister), raichelle, emerald and lakshmi play "patintero" together...

Team A - me, emerald, lakshmi
Team B - hannah, isabel, raichelle

it only took 1 turn coz i got to go home already cause my mom's calling me that time....
then the fun time went boom! too bad i really want to stay... but tomorrow im going to school again only half of the day...

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poems for the SOUL

LIST OF FRIENDS

I have a list of folks I know...
all written in a book,
And every now and then..
I go and take a look.

That is when I realize
these names... they are a part,
not of the book they're written in...
but taken from the heart.

For each Name stands for someone...
who has crossed my path sometime,
and in that meeting they have become...
the reason and the rhyme.

Although it sounds fantastic...
for me to make this claim,
I really am composed...
of each remembered name.

Although you're not aware...
of any special link,
just knowing you, has shaped my life...
more than you could think.

So please don't think my greeting...
as just a mere routine,
your name was not...
forgotten in between.

For when I send a greeting...
that is addressed to you,
it is because you're on the list...
of folks I'm indebted to.

So whether I have known you...
for many days or few,
in some ways you have a part...
in shaping things I do.

I am but a total...
of many folks I've met,
you are a friend I would prefer...
never to forget.


How Many Friends?

The old man turned to me and asked
"How many friends have you?"
Why 10 or 20 friends have I,
And named off just a few...

He rose quite slow with effort
And sadly shook his head
"A lucky child you are
To have so many friends," he said

But think of what you're saying
There is so much you do not know
A friend is just not someone
To whom you say "Hello"

A friends a tender shoulder
On which to softly cry
A well to pour your troubles down
And raise your spirits high

A friend is a hand to pull you up
From darkness and despair...
When all your other "so called" friends
Have helped to put you there

A true friend is an ally
Who can't be moved or bought
A voice to keep your name alive
When others have forgot

But most of all a friend is a heart
A strong and sturdy wall
For from the hearts of friends
There comes the greatest love of all!!!

So think of what I've spoken
For every word is true
And answer once again my child
How many friends have you???

And then he stood and faced me
Awaiting my reply
Softly I answered
"If lucky...one have I"

"You!!!!"

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..lemme let you about my story

UNTITLED

On a bright sunny day... Clarrence decided to met up with imee at the beach house to look for shells and stuffs like that. A half hour passed still theres no sign of imee, no sound, no call, no nothing. She's so pissed for waiting so long and decided to call Laila. Laila is busy playing PSP but eventually gave in and go with clarrence to the beach house.

2 hours later...

imee is back and ready to get a TAN from the sun!

"hi people"

then clarrence was like.. "hey you are so late.. what took you so long anyway?!?"

"oh well you know me... im having a tan"
"what?!?!"
"a tan dude.... to make my skin more brownish"

then laila interrupted...

"your already brown dude!"

after 30 mins later... emerald show up..

clarrence sees emerald walking to the beach house
"hey who invited you here"
"imee did"
"hiyeah! i did.. got a problem with that"
"uhmmm.. no"
"oh okay... its settled then"

"hellos to all TOLz out there" says emerald shouting
"shut the hell up! your too LOUD!" imee said

then stephanie came.. with a limousine (haha just kidding...)

then stephanie came...

"hello people! lets drink!!!!"
"yah!! drink till we dieeee" emerald said with full of exitement and rubbish..

*gulp* *gulp* *gulp*

emerald had over 55 bottles of wine
laila had 67 bottles
clarrence had 89 bottles
imee had 70 bottles
and steph had 53 bottles...

they are all wasted but still descided to swim..

then they all swim and they drowned!!

then here comes lakshmi...

"hey! what are those couple of peguins doing in the waters"

then the 5 of them died of drowning

-lakshmi has poor eyesight-

then lakshmi sees an alcohol at the table. Lakshmi thought it was a wine.. then lakshmi drinks it...
about 30 mins.. lakshmi died cause of food poisoning.

about 1 hour passed... isabel, raichelle, diane came to the scene...
then there they saw lakshmi's body lying on the floor completly lifeless...

they all cry a bucket of tears for their friend had passed away...

isabel and raichelle were having fun splashing each other with water
then isabel said

"i had enough of this!! lets make a difference"
"hey! i have an idea!! lets splash each other with sand instead!!"
"hey! what a brilliant idea!!!" isabel exclaimed

then they splash each other with sand then they both died of sand order disease..
tsk.tsk.tsk..

then diane felt cold of losing her friends.. then lorraine came to the scene (from canada)

"hey where are all the people... its so dead silent" with an accent
"they all died leaving me here"
"aww... too bad then... if you cant stop them from doing it.. then lets JOIN them!!"
"what a great idea"

then they commit suicide...

after that... all of the 9 friends sees each other in the heaven...

then they all live happily ever after...

-END-

moral of the story: if you cant take it! then end it! haha.. joke.. but seriously...commiting suicide isnt the answer to your probelms...
so dont let the happenings ruin your happiness

anyway...

so stupid story... i did it out of boredom, its too CORNY, and after reading this.. youll all end up wasting your time instead of doing something else worth while.

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submitted a new blog layout in blogskins...

click here

the picture is animated.
basecodes from detenotedlove
designer of corz me haha :]

pls comment,rate and faved it if you like it

clearance day

"clearance day" is the day ive been waiting for!! hehe.. it the only week me and my friends will go have our "bonding" moments.. and its all FUN! we play cards like monkey monkey and play monopoly.. and i was the BANKER hahas.. although i my foot cramped cause of sitting with my legs cross on the floor for about 1 hour...

pictures are worth more than just thousands of words right??? so let the pictures do the talking

-ill post it later-


and that ends there....

read this story its so nice.. found it at Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul II


SOMEBODY LOVES YOU

one miserable rainy night, a man named Mark decided to end his life, In his mid-fifties, Mark hadd never been married, had never experienced the joy of having children or spending holidays with his family. Both his parents had been dead for several years. He had a sister but had lost contact with her. He held a menial job that left him unfulfilled. Wet and unhappy, he walked the streets, feeling as if there was nobody in the entire worlds that cared if he lived of died.

On that same soggy night, I was sitting in my room watching the rain hit my window. I was six years old, and my life revovled around my Star Wars action figur collection. I was dreaming of the day when i'd have earned enough money to add Darth Vader to my new collector's case. To help me make money, my father paid me to jog with him. Every day, at seven o'clock, we jogged together. And every day, i was fiftly cents closer to getting Darth Vader.

When i hear the doorvell ring, I jumped from my chair and raced out of my room to the top of the steps. My mother was already at the door.

Opening it, she found herself face-to-face with a very disheveled-looking man with tears streaming down his face. My mother, overcome by pity, invited the man inside, and he sat with my parents in our living room.

Curious, I snuck downstairs so that I could get a better look. I couldnt understand what they were saying, but the sight of the rumpled man, holding his head in his hands and crying, made my chest ache. I raced back upstairs to my room and stuck my hand into my money jar. Pulling out the Kennedy half-dollar i had earned that day, I ran back downstairs.

When i reached the door of the living room, i walked right in. The three adults looked at my in surprise as i quickly made my way over to the stranger. I put the half-dollar in his hand and told him that i wanted him to have it. Then i gave him a hug and turned and ran as fast as i could out of the room and back up the stairs. i felts embarassed but happy.

Downstairs, Mark sat quietly with his head bowed. Tears stremed down his face as he tightly clutched that coin. FInally looking up at my parents, he said, "It's just that i thought nobody cared. For the last twenty years, I have been so alone. That was the first hug i have gotten in, i dont know how long. its hard to believe that somebody cares."

Mark's life changed that night. When he left our house, he was ready to live instead of die. Although my family never saw Mark again, we recieved letters from him evey once in a while, letting us know that he was doing fine.

Being a six-year-old, i hadnt thought about what i was doing that night. I had just reacted to the sight of someone else's pain. On our morning jogs, my dad and i had talked about the importance of ginving, but i hadnt had any idea of what it really meanbt. my life changed that night, too, as i witnessed the true healing power of giving. Even its its only a gift of fiftly cents.

Before Mark left, my parents asked him why he had knocked on our door, Mark said that as he;d walked the streets that rainy night, hopeless and ready to die he had noticed a bumper sticker on a car. he'd stood in the driveway and wondered about the people who lived in the house where the car was parked. Then, in a fog of unhappiness, he had made his wasy to the front door, Its har to imagine that a bumper sticker and fifty cents could change two people's lives, but somehow they did.

The bumper sticker on our car read: SOMEBODY LOVES YOU

-END-

i manual type it which only took 14 mins out of my time..

ill post the story here about "THE BLANK PAGE" tomorrow..

im kinda bored.. so im gonna start a mini ceremony... about my friends.. which is which.. (a topic like detonatedlove)

WHICH FRIEND IS WHICH?

1. A Funny Friend?
- imee, laila & Cla...

2. Overdosed friend?
- clarrence haha

3. Your Best Friend?
- Lorraine and isadora

4. Weird Friend?
- weird???? uhmmmm... im still in the process of thinking

5. Annoying Friend?
- no one i think.

6. A straight-forward friend?
- prangka??? that would be rei and isay

7. Approcable friend?
- isay, lorraine, and tasneem

8. A friend you could trust and share your secrets with her?
- LORRAINE! ^_^

9. A Friend you could always lean on?
- lorriane and isay

10. A friend who knows lots about numbers?
- tasneem, diane

11. A friend who knows about htmls?
- lemme see..... htmls right?? that would be aicee

12. A friend who says the nicest words?
- isabel *sniffs*

13. Understanding friend?
- tasneem

14. "Malambing" or Loveable Friend?
- clarrence

15. "Madamot" Friend?
- madamot??? uhhmmmm.......... me? haha. dunno...

16. Stubborn Friend?
- laila nyahaha

17. Friend who briefly knows about William Shakespeare?
- no one ... i guess

18. Friend who knows how to write poems?
- Laila, tasneem

19. Silent(mahinhin) Friend
- Diane ^_^

20. A friend whos updated with asian dramas and movies?
- lorraine^^

editing

im so bored!!!!

so decided to edit my blog again... and design it by myself.. but also with the help of others..
inspiration from denotedlove as stated in the credits.. for more look there..

ive change my url of my blog..

You see the smiles
I hide the pain
You live in denila
While i go insane

Nobody listens
Nobody cares
Nobody notices
Yet everyone stares

Why does it matter
If i'm still alive
sometimes i'm anxious
for death to arrive

another poem about life

NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS

I remember a time when each day was long,
When the world was a playground and my life was a song.
And i fluttered through years with barely a care,
Ignoring the future and what waited there.

School was intriguing and filled with delights.
I played away daytimes and dreamed away nights.
My parents assure me I had nothing to fear,
And that no matter what happened, they'd always be there.

Little I knew of a world outside home,
Where tragdy, sorrow and murder could roam.
All i saw were blue skies, rainbows and stars.
I looked past desturction of buildings and cars.

As a child, my biggest concern was just me;
I had to be happy, I had to be free.
And if I was content, i would not shed a tear,
And no matter what happened, I still would be here.

But as i grow up, darkness starts to set in;
My bright world has turnes into concrete and tin.
I now see the violence I looked past before;
My friends start to die and my heart hits the floor

Deadly diseases claim people i love,
There are landfills below me, pollution above.
I often think back to when life was a game.
But no matter what happens, it cant be the same.

There are days when I just want to break down and howl,
To give up completely, to throw in the towel,
But i hold my head high and I push my way through.
I have too much to give and so much to do.

And i make a vow that, though it'll be hard,
I'll go on with a smile and play every card.
I'll give all I can, help tohers and love.
No matter what happens, life will bloom again
And the strength I dont have will come from above

So come, take my hand, and through darkness we will sail
If we all join together, we never can fail.
We'll remember to care, remember to fell,
And no matter what happens, our would we will heal.

JANINA SAN MIGUEL - BB. PILIPINAS; Q&A portion

Paolo Bediones: Janina, how are you?

Janina San Miguel: I'm fine.

Paolo Bediones: Alright, so you won two of the major awards - Best in Long Gown, Best in Swimsuit, do you feel any pressure right now?

Janina San Miguel: No, I don't feel any pressure right now.

Paolo Bediones: Confident! Alright! Please choose a name of the judge.

Paolo Bediones: We have Miss Vivian Tan.

Vivienne Tan: Good Evening.

Janina San Miguel: Good Evening.

Vivienne Tan: The question is, what role did your family play to you as candidate to Binibining Pilinas?

Janina San Miguel: Well, my family's role for me is so important becos der was da wa- they're, dey was da one who's... very... Haha... Oh I'm so sorry, Ahhmm... My pamily... My family... Oh my god... I'm... Ok, I'm so sorry... I... I told you that I'm so confident... Eto, Ahhmm, Wait... Hahahahaha, Ahmmm, Sorry guys becos dis was really my pirst pageant ever b'coz I'm only 17 years old and ahahaha I, I did not expect that I came from, I came from one of the taf 10. Hmmm, so... but I said dat... my family is the most important persons in my life. Thank you

watch this video.. JANINA just made a fool of herself with her wrong grammars of speaking in english
she always use the word was...i think she belongs to the past...
even a grade 1 student could out speak her!

People like her belongs to the LOW class CITIZENS! and yet she won the title as MISS WORLD??? youve got to be kinding me... those stupid judges dont know how to judge at all!!
that isnt a COMEDY BAR for pits sake!!
shes bringing embarrassment to the Philippines and i suggest she'll use that 7 months to train herself speaking in english... the deserving type should be BEAUTY-AND-BRAINS-type of person but she only got beauty... what she need is beauty and LOTS AND LOTS of brains!!

her age isnt an excuse of her wrong grammers i mean im 15 and i can speak english well...

and the question was: "what role did your family play to you as candidate to Binibining Pilinas?"
yet her answer is: "my family is the most important persons in my life"

shes so OUT of the question.. tsk tsk... i pity people like her

-
nothing make me happier than being with my best buddies...
next school year we will be separate from 3 sections..
live life.. and enjoy anyway...
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new layout submitted at blogskin
my pevious layout...
click here

blanked-face

we went out today.. and i got buy myself a tee from ZARA with my own money haha...
apprently i dont have anything to blog about except for i wanna go to school!!!!
life is boring here at home... other then playing games i dont know what to do..
my parents always said that "Why are you facing in the comp. again" and they all go breserk and ground me... damn! what am i suppose to do then?? go out by the door and get some fresh air... like duh! theres no fresh air here... if im gonna go outside sands will ran throu my face rather than fresh air...

"i happen to tell a story than she turn her back and make this so-what expression"

PS: dont take that phrase to seriously... i happen to just create it for fun if somewhat do that...hahaha

whuat?!

okai... exams is over!!! woooohhh!! IM FINALLY FREE!!!
no more quizzes and assignment to cram about!

im going to school... next week and the whole of it... im not gonna sit around here and do nothing.... its the only week that i could go bonding with my friends cause next school year we would be separated into 3 sections and that just so devastating *wonder if its correct* im gonna bring my monopoly board game and so does my camera ^___^
i should be editing my blog layout right now but this its gonna log out in 15 mins.. spare it dont waste it! damn!!!

life is so hard to face it! i feel like i want to cry not... not because of this.. like duh! of something else...

im gonna share to you some poems....


GIVE RANDOM ACTS OF KINDNESS A TRY!

one dismal evening just a few months ago,
when the sky was dark and the streets we covered with snow
i had nothing specific in mind and wasn't sure what to do,
since it was one of those chilly nights that leave you feeling a bit blue

i shuffled through a few papers and picked up a book
and without giving it much thought, decided to take a look.
It was one those volumes filled wuth dozens of stories
That told tales of victories, failures and speacial glories.

There was an account of a boy who went to school and learned,
And another girl who got the toy whiuc she yearned.
Then i cam to a story about someone just like us
Who decided to spend a day doing random acts of kindness.

Every thought gift and kind word said with grace,
Brightened someone's day abd left a smile on their face.
I sat back to ponder the story and came up with a thought
If everyone tried to share some happiness and kindness sought

Wouldn't our world be so much more pleasant than it is now
When a few more smiles and time for othere we'd allow?
I baked a batch of cookines today, and i know a lady down the street
Who im sure would lofe a few moments' company and a home-baked treat

and her lonely neighbor who always seems a bit sad and gray
I think a nice visit from someone would just make her day.
Well, it was starting to get late, so i decided to get some sleep
After i made a list of things to do the next day and appointments to keep

When i got up in the morning i went to school with a goal in mind
I would try to cheer a few people up and find ways to be kind.
I bid "Good Morning" and smiled at everybody I met.
A few returned the greeting, then our separate ways we went.

Someone dropped their books, so i helped gather them willingly,
And i noticed the more i helped others, the more they helped me!
After i went home i packaged some cookies to share,
Attaching a note that said "Just because I care".

When they opened the doors, you should have seen their faces light with glee
And watched their sniles as they exclaimed, "You mean you cam to visit lonely old me!"
Later in the evening, i sat down and wrote a few notes
Wishing the recipient a greak week, before sealing them in envelopes.

Then i took a few moments to think about my day
and realized i received even more joy than i had given away
Because every time you smile or with a cheerful word part,
The warmth of that kindness penetrates into your own heart.

We're only given a short time to spread some cheer before we die,
So why not give randoim acts of kindness a try?

im very so stupid!! i wish i just keep my trap shut!!! damn!
haha..... toinks.... ever so clueless..

im handicaped

my leg hurts T_____T
i had a hard time running and at the same time running also walking and climbing down the stairs.. huhuhuhuhuhu.... i fell into that...what i called is the "bench pit" curse that bench!!! im gonna saw it down! damn that!! i never thought im the next victim of the bench..!!!AHHHHH~~ huhuhu.. its hurts~~ good thing my friends came to the rescue ^____^

anyways.....im not suppose to go blogging but this is only "takas" mode.. so only short entry i gotta go...

damn! this layout sucks! im gonna change it

im Low bat.

gosh!!



im so beat! we went out at 10:30 am then come back home at 6 pm... can you believe it...?!?! my feet hurts and i want to go to sleep!

well.. so much for that i have to edit Imee's book and heaven's book also... !!!! AHHH!!!!!
why is this happening to me...!!!!


AT THE MALL

my dad bought a PSP for my lil bro... its a slim and lite thing.. so.. im not really suprised.... well.... a half maybe cause he asked it for only one day making demands of some sort and then he gets it just like that... while me... i have to beg or something.. went i get that camera... i waited for 2 years!!! you got to be kinding mee!!!!


when i was playing PSP im really half way getting addicted to it... haha.. !! i most dont want to go blogging and netting.. but just downloading games for the PSP and i want to download the DINNER DASH haha

wahhh!!!!! my mum's english way of speaking if driving me CRAZY!!! (with caps) haha...

yah know what... i dont know what the hecks wrong with me....but i just said "yes" and it should be a "no"... heaven called be and said "hey. can you edit my book..transfering it all in publisher" and i was like "okay"... when i hung up the phone.. ive came back to my senses

"what did i just said?!?!....! NOOOO!!!.. why did i said "yes" im super BUSY!!! with capital B-U-S-Y!!!"

i want to scream and shout!!! damn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i should edit imee's book and plus heaven's book...

but entirely im not gonna do it.. T___T ill continue imee's book in the library.. and just save images then she can do it in the library otherwise then i should be deserving to have the grade then them

imee's book - she like emo and stuff so im gonna save images related to that and that includes the bloody type of image and some sort

heaven's book - i really dont know what she likes but i do know shes a bit girly so ill go for the kawaii look....

for my book (im finished) it actullay is RANDOM!

thats what it is....

pls UNDERSTAND... COZ TOMORROW... IM GROUNDED!!! only for a week.. T__T

i can only comp. till 8 and thats my mum idea.... omg.... why dont they just mind there own business...

NOT AGAIN!!!

*sniff*

i feel like my YM is block again..... i cant open it.. but good thing i know a site where i can open it throu web... haiizzz...
im doing and editing the book of imee... but nothing seems to come right out of this head...
but ill try my best to finish this...

IM SOOOO NOT IN THE MOODDD!!!! i want to sleep!!

this would be my last entry for today.. since next week would be our achievement test and Quarterly Exams... gosh!

my brains are all poofed... they need a rest... and i too need a rest...

my eyebags are way over my nose.. haha.. just kidding..

i dont have anything to blog about..... :(

as always... i wanna WATCH brown sugar macchiato!!!!

huhuhu... but too bad exams is coming up thats why i cant watch...

this is one damn day!!!!!!!!.... im so beat!
tired and sleepy........

i feel like i want to sleep right here in this keyboard....

oh well.... gotta go anyway...

bye to all... will be in hiatus mode for 1 week :(

currently will be studying my BRAINS out!
so goodluck to all...

and remember:

"Look up for inspiration, down for concentration but dont look side by side for INFORMATION"

i guess you all know what im talking about... all you need is common sense to understand that lousy quote...

if you cant understand it... then your not HUMAN! your probably an alien waiting to dominate the world with your stupid wisecracks...

damn i dont know what the hek im sayin' here... when it flows it flows...

flows?????? where did i ever get that word??

oh well.....

im gonna watch "brown sugar macchiato" anyway.. im so curious and wanna know what happened to TongTong

gotta bounce see yah!

Brown Sugar Macchiato

weee...!!! i love that DRAMA!!!!!!! so funny and all!!
currently im still in episode 2 part 3/9

you people should watch it... heres the music video...and its absolutely loved!




i plan to create a music video (Frienship) got a lil inspired about the song "Hei Tang Xiu"
haha... i love every beat of that music... it takes off all my stress and boredness!!! gosh!
but my videos are all incomplete and so are some... anyway... its still nice thou if its complete...
im in love with Ao Quan and Wang Zi!! haha... bhezzi bleehhh wang zi and ao quan is mine :P
nyahaha...

its hard to be me...

you know what... i think im burden to all this friendship fights..
its REALLY hard to protect a friend when you dont even know what to say.... (it took time to realize)
im really so speechless.. half of me.. thinks she right.. but...
you just have to remeber when you get into the circle of friendship...
remeber that in a friend you should also see her bright side-point-of-view
not always that negative ones.... so for now. im so speechless...
im not taking sides...

but for now.. i see the bright side of my friend...
i remember that time in at the bench..she said something to me...
and it really made me cry.. im so moved of what she said..
but half of me.. i get a lil bit bothered...but who cares anyway.. ive learned it the hard way...
anyway...people try to tell her and confront her about her attitude but she seem to cry it off....
the way i see it... dont be so harsh anyway... that person has a heart...
but i really do think that saying whats best for her (changing her attitude) is what all we want..
sayin' whats on your mind.. and got no time to think of it...
you dont even know what youve hurt someone of what you said..
yet you dont try to understand...
maybe a simple talk could change her.. yet... i dont even know whats wrong with her.
i know some of her negative sides yet... her positive sides a top her bad ones
anyway.... im not really good at giving advices.. im never were
so beats me.. who cares anyways..

lets talk about me

im not that "malambing" im dont easily say "i luv u" 's to my friends if i dont mean it..
i have such a high pride and thats what i hate the most (of myself)
i show no emotions (haha) neverthless.. i dont open my problems in public (cuz i dont want that thing to ruin my day)
i may not make emotions that "I CARE".. but infact.. i "DO CARE" im just not showing it...
i may not express whats on my mind...but a true friend could see right through that face
i may talk so fast... (okai.... thats off the topic)

ERASE!!!!!

as i was sayin.. i dont repeat myself.. nyahaha

okay.. till here... i dont have to fill in this space.... i never would have though i would say something here.... but who reads this shit anyway..

how i wish theres a password code somewhere for a topic to be close and limited only....

some javascripts just dont work!!


D A M N I T!

yah know what...

hope floats and so does SHIT!

i hate posting topic like this...but the situation made me too


okai.. topic move....

currently addicted to "brown sugar macchiato" taiwanese drama .. i so like that drama!!!!
i love the part when xiao jie's toothbrush fell on the toilet..then he get another toothbrush.. and it drops off at the toilet again!! hahaha... IM LAUGHING MY ASS OFF!




i love this song!

stressed out!

this was suppose to be my free day of relaxation and harmony.... so much for that i have truckloads of favors... why did i ever accept it in the first place?!

Things to do:
1. Investigatory Project
2. Valentines Card (dunno if still accepted)
3. Edit book of Heaven
4. Latin American personalities for Isabel
5. Songs for Diane

ahh... ill edit this post later on... im gonna sleep and leave this comp. alive

no happy ending

not anymore!

ENGLISH
no what.. im so so so HAPPY! and never i had ever thought that people would actually appreciate my works. i worked for that project day and night.. and even though im not finished about that project in that time (friday) i always have time to help my friends... my mum scold me many times and that time i almost want to gave in and cry... im holding it back as best as i can cause i know after this my ecstatic time would come... and it did.. im so overwhelmed and never though my dad bought me a digital camera (canon cybershot) touchscreen.

and today.. as ive said.. about that book..i never though that M.G appreciate my work huhuhu... im so so speechless and i want to hind behind the covers when maam G said that i will be part of the IPSA LINK as layout editor... i was so so so SPEECHLESS! my face was as red as the tomatoes..
until then ive prepared myself that this so so so shocking and at the same time so jovial day would turn to another desolate day again.. and it did!! gosh! it happened so fast... im in complete shock! i want to SCREAM and SHOUT! sayin..

"why did i ever ***** ***... that thing doesnt even ***** on the ********* of ****** yourself"

im so ****** ! i shouldnt be **** like that.. ive learned my lesson... and im sticking to it...

and i dont want to talk about it...and never will going to open that useless topic coz its going nowhere... its still in its cycle .. over and over again and im getting tired..

and im going to END IT!


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