everythings going smooth these days..apperently aicee is absent during class picture taking.. but anyways.. i had load of fun.. picture there & there..haha.. then taking weird pose or whatever.. total of all the pictures taken during picture taking is 165 snapshots.. wow..

i post it in my multiply and i felt very tired when uploading those 165 pics, then chat with laila.. talking about nonsense and so much stuffs then i slept no later than 12:30

like whatever.. got no mood to type this and that.... if you want to see the pics visit my multiply


never been that way before

tomorrow we will have our class picture taken .. this time i wanna make sure that everything goes smoothly, dont wanna have like a bad hair day, stupid smile, no extra movements, & no eyes closed.. 1st - 2nd year of my highschool days i didnt order a class picture coz may face makes me wanna go vomit.. i just can stand it.. hate hate hate!!! .. tomorrow i will make sure that i look perfectly fine in the class pic so i can order one hehe...thats why im bringing my hair iron tomorrow or even my contact lense if i know how to put it on.. haha AJA AJA! fighting

if everything goes wrong again ill blame the photographer for snapping it so fast.. nah! just kidding..

i still have more projects to do..

[one] English project (book binding)

[two] Filipino project (summary of the notebook transfer to a bond paper *must be computerized*)

seatworks i still havent done

[one] Values (put summary and answer the questions on the said article)

[two] Chemistry (the volume,pressure,..etc)


[one] MAPEH (ARTS)

i fell asleep during classes.. i fell asleep during: TLE time & Chemistry time.. my most record of falling asleep was during TLE i fell asleep all class hour.. it all started when my teacher was teaching something then i felt my eyelids getting heavier and heavier.. i tried to stay awake since i was highlighting something.. out of being so sluggish i fell into a deep comfortable slumber i didnt know that my head is practically a few inches away from my book with my hair at both sides and looks like i was reading our textbook.. then my classmate called out my name.. then i didnt answer back since i was asleep, my seatmate(tasneem) looked at me with her finger touching my hair to raised it up then she fell back and laugh and so is Khristine who also saw everything then when they laugh.. (tasneem told me the whole story thats why i was able to type it down here) also my other classmates are also laughing.. but anyways i didnt feel insulted or whatever more like i find it funny.. cause its my first time to fall asleep with my head up and not on the desk

unfortunately we will have a reporting just for the students who would not attend the prom, and have reporting in ourclassroom with the boys who also didnot attend to prom.. tasneem finished her report today.. and its like so fun...some off them made lousy jokes that made me laugh and when we take our quiz all the answer are all in the board and all we got to do is search there to what is the answer.. we all got 1 mistake with the same number haha.. when taking the quiz that tasneem said to us.. we are like announcing the answers and its so so hilarous

LOVE THIS PIC.. so kawaii!

so till here.. gotta go.. must do all the projects done before its too late pls rate my blog..hehe

nothing to do

we had our "CREATION" orientation today and i kinda flunk it..my partner was Mika-san (emez); okaii... before the orientation we had our little-in-a-hurry practice with lil agruments of some sort after that orientation then blah!blah!blah!We had our bonding moments.. erms... doing seatwork moments with cla,imee,hazel & laila also with tasneem..then go answer our seatworks at our usual hangout at the bench.. then i got news when answer my seatwork that my lil bro's finger got slam by the door and had gone to the clinic .. of corz me.. i rushed to the clinic and find out whats going on.. then i see my lil bro cried in pain.. awwww... anywayz

i print the story "What i did for love" with 1-36 parts.. long ei?? but its really a touching story and somehow it touched my heart.. i let tasneem borrow the story & so is isabel they both have the same reactions on there face when they finished reading the story.. ill let you know that the story is a "sad live story" and its korean..

i watched "200 pounds beauty" by then again its also korean.. i borrowed it from clarrence.. actually i borrowed it since last year.. oh well... the movie is so touching huhuhu.. i let out a cry when hanna became slim then still go under many challenges.. if you watched the movie at the ending youll realized that not all of our attitudes is seen from our outerbeauty but more then in the inside.. i always hear people say that its okay to love a beautiful/handome boy/girl but bad attitudes coz you can still change there attitude other then loving an ugly person but with a kind heart coz u cant fix there looks ugly is ugly and pretty is pretty; ugly people like me are being deserted, thrown out, and disrespected while on the other had people who have the looks gets respect and what ever they want..well i say go take a hike and stick that face to your butt coz youve been paying to much attention to the persons good looks and not there attitudes... you may have succeed to change the person's attitude but that doesnt do any good coz you might not have known that he/she is just plastic with you or that person only does goody goody with you but not to other people.. oh well.. who cares about people today.. ill mind my bussiness and the mind with theres.. i just hope you wont regret what youve done since regrets always happens at the last.. and ill be at your back yelling "i hate to say this but i told you so"

PS: I DONT MEDDLE WITH PEOPLE OTHERS LIVES coz i do believe that " life is short, break some rules" or should i say "life it short so have fun while it last"


I DONT CARE.. i dont care.. dont care.. never care about that thing.. just wanna type it coz inspired by the moive


the moment has come; updated blog

BLOG UPDATED with new skin

ive updated my blog again since the other one is screwed when viewed with mozilla firefox.. but now.. it works perfectly fine but slightly some codes are missing when using MOZILLA FIREFOX.. damn this! i really hate FF arghhh.. anywayz.. ill tell you what codes are missing when using FF

[one] when hovering your pointer to the icon or image seen at the "about me" section.. it should have an effect like the gray style thingy... when hovered it would be clear.. when not hovered then back to blurrness harhar..

[two] disable right-click is not working (damn it!)

[three] cursor not working

[four] in the tagboard the scrollbar there should not be seen just an arrow and the track & whatever is color white

so if i were you.. pls go switch now to IE and know the difference..


okai.... got nothing to tell.. so many i just cant tell.. harharhar.. hmmmmm.. except for maybe tasneem tell mo something about a secret words that she seen in bleach anime series that you only could understand unless of corz the one reading is smart and could crack the code... read this if you can



currently not availabe due to some private reasons...

if you love puzzle so much than have a BLAST! figure out what the message im trying to tell to anyone whos reading my blog.. haha.. too bad im not gonna tell you the message in here coz its too CONFIDENTIAL if your so lucky to figure it out.. pls dont tell anyone haha.. or else.. im gonna GORGE out your EYES!!!


i got this story a long time ago.. just wanna post it.. pls read.. the story is so touching and it made me cry at the end...

"I LOVE YOU" part 1

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him. Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him. And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls. To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl…
“Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.

“I can’t”

“Why? You need to study at home?”

I felt disappointment grabbing me.“No… I am going to meet a friend…”

He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before. To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all. He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…200days… Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don’t know why…

Then one day…

Me: Um, Jin, I …

Jin: What…don’t drag, just say..

Me: I love you.

Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home.

That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and handed me the doll. Then he disappeared, like he was running away. The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one.

There were many…Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call. But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the sky was dark… he still didn’t call. It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore.

Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.

Me: Jin…

Jin: Here…take this…Again, he handed me a little doll.

Me: What’s this?Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I’m going home now, bye.

Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?

Jin: Today? Huh?

I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.Then I shouted… “Wait…”

Jin: You have something to say?

Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…

Jin: What?!

Me: Tell me

I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left.“I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.”That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs felt numb… and I collapsed to the ground. He didn’t want to say it easily… How could he…. I felt that… Maybe he is not the right guy for me…After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn’t call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. That’s how those dolls piled up in my room… everyday

"I LOVE YOU" part 2

After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that… I saw him on a street… with another girl… He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me…as he touched the doll… I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell… Why did he gave these to me… Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls…In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him. He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that… it’s going to end. Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.

Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual…

Me: I don’t need it. Jin: What….why…I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.

Me: I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!! I don’t want to see a person like you again!I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.“I’m sorry” He apologized in a tiny voice. He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll…

Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!

But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll. Then…

Honk~ Honk~With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.

“Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted… But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.“Jin, move!” HONK~!! “Boom!”

That sound, so terrifying.That’s how he went away from me. That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him… And after spending two months like a crazy person… I took out the dolls.
Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out. I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days… when we were in love…

“One…two… three…” That was how… I started to count the dolls…“Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty five…” It all ended with 485 dolls.I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…

“I love you~, I love you~” I dropped the dolls,shocked.
“I….lo..ve…you??” I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.
“I love you~ I love you~” It can’t be! I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side.“I love you~”“I love you~”“I love you~”Those words came out non-stop. I…love you… Why didn’t I realize that….That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much… I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much…

“Jo…Do you know what today is? We’ve been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn’t say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you… everyday… till I die… Jo… I love you…”
The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked god, why do I only know about all this now? He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute…
For that… and for that reason… to me… it became courage… to live a beautiful life.

there now we all learn that not all people who we love can tell us that they love you or whatever ..

like they always say: "ACTION speaks LOUDER than WORDS"



hello world

ive updated my blog once again with a new skin this is the best vintage skin ive picked so far.. & im loving it.. espcially the background music.. and all of that i thank DayBefore!Misery for my so vintage layout thankyou thankyou.. and for the background music thanks to geocities frostipalace, my tagboard thanks to cbox.ws and my readers thank you for reading my chronicles of my life
recently ive updated my friendster profile also with new layout and music anywayz.. today my father is off to the airport to go to yanbuo.. haha.. i think my spelling is wrong.. but the hell with it.. who cares anyhow.. im currently getting tired and want some rest.. haizz... today is been a hard day for me.. got to clean, vaccum the floors, wash the dishes and blah blah blah... how i wish this could end..

im so not feeling myself right now.. something is quite missing.... but whatever that is im not going to find it.... but whatever im not really going to open up all whats happening here can i?! haha.. that would only cause a ruckus. anywayz.. just going to leave some clues.. i am really off by now.. tomorrow.. im really going to shut my mouth and do whatever i want with my mouth close.. i hate it when i open my mouth and blah blah blah.. saying whatever out of the topic but this time im going to shut my mouth.. omg.. another flag ceremony would be held tomorrow and i predict it would be long since theres an awarding for whoever won in the academic contest.. and at mapeh time theres a prom practice but whatever im not going to attend anywayz.. ill just attend the prom next year
ONE MISSED CALL (english version)
ive watch the trailer of this movie and the ringtone suck sounds like some chimes or whatever.. i like the japanese version of this one.. so if you have watch this version and not yet seen the japanese version ill let you borrow it... and see the difference anywayz.. but nice story anyhow haha..i just dont understand why the ghouls here dont have eyes... haha.. anywayz... whats it like to have that kind of curse here
okay this ends here.. if someone here have this movie the english version.. can i borrow hehe..
okay.. gotta go... lots of things to do..


hangout at isabel's house

hangout at isabel'shouse hehe.. we have lots of fun.. when watching "one missed call" together with diane,heaven & isabel.. we scream about 4 times coz we heard funny noises haha.. so fun
then laila called to pick her up at school about 1 pm.. oh well... to many to tell.. i play the sims 2 at isabels house and isay & diane told me that theres a cheat oh well... my english is kinda slobby now.. haizz... got to mood to type this and that.. to bad i got lots to tell.. but anywayz

i still didnt edit mika-san's friendster profile.. i just dont have the mood to edit.. so buzy right now.. when im editing.. i just dont edit i put hardwork on my works.. so im just going to find my mood

im so moody i forgot who the hell im talking to.. oh well


academic contest

today.. practically i didnt do nothing.. except like playing in my cp, listening to musics haiizzz.. same old same sam.... nothing out of the oridinary.. then i go to isabel's house to watch one missed call with her.. and i met mr&ms hammy

here are some snapshots


people are gone lazy

ive just realize that people now a days are gone lazy like me
the one ive heard that my classmate will not go to school since we got nothing to do then sit around at the academic contest and do nothing.. well i say even if you got nothing to do in class we should partisipate and be attentive since also our presence is also included in our grade.. we should not let our laziness ahead of our goals because laziness would not get our future on the road instead it would just take us to the side of it ended up all the misery for regreting that "i should have study hard".

Our parents put there lives on the line just for the sake of us to study and to buy this and that.. and all we do is give them very bad grades... thats all they ever asked us for only the grades no more no less...arent you ever been ashamed of yourself going home from school caring the report cards showing nothing but C's or 75%.. you've got to be kidding me and then now requesting to have a new cellphone, ipod and blah blah! its too much for them that you or us including me should realize their sacrifice they put in to that table just to have bread for us to eat and this is all we repay for them... IS THIS JUSTICE?!? haha.. okay remove that line.. im just screwing things haha.. like im so stupid anyways im just in the mood to write it all here down cuz im bored... DEAD BORED... i need someone who i can talk to the phone for 3 hours. haha.. just kidding.. oh well... im going to the academic contest tomorrow even if im so lazy and my back hurts oh the hell with this... i must go tomorrow so i can get the "one missed call" cd that ive borrowed from raichelle hehe .. oh well i cant go there without a cause can i?! haha
haizzzz... borednezzz.. lazynessss..... SLACK!SLACK!SLACK!! ohheemmmgggiii... i think im going on from bad to worse..

word factory for the academic contest.. hiazz.. i shoudnt be playing that game when suddenly diane handed me an A4 size bondpaper with a letter "T" on it.. at first she said that could i hold it for a sec.. then of corz im so stupid.. but i actually know there up to something.. then blah blah! then anywayz.. im so tired to explain.. at the end we won hoho


im back from being hiatus...so much to tell

hello world, im back

its been a week now since my last update and my last post..hehe..hope everythings alright

Finally things turned out to a new leaf..haha things are finally okay.. i never thought this would happen but as far as i known i still dont care...recently this past weeks i never thought na unti unti nagbabago yung mga attitudes ko... i just realized it now...

somehow right now...the old me?.. i cant find her. i just dont know myself anymore..i used to joke a lot, laugh a lot & break the rules a lot which is now.. ive gone from bad to worse... im like so serious i sometimes forgot who i am... which is actually true.. somehow i turned out to a new leaf... never thought that this would happen but anyway thats life


yups... i have new haircut haha.. actually i like my hair now haha.. but too bad my hair is so dry and wave i need to iron it..enweiz.. what more can i tell... haha... i dont want to tell whats the name of my haircut coz i dont want any imitations from someone and that just bugs me...



okaii... recently pagkatapos ng exams i cant go online cuz my comp. broke down.. which is for 3 days my dad himself fixed the cpu.. and it turned out just fine until na laman ko na wala lahat ng files ko, my pictures and my LIFE!!! hell with this... all the memories are all KAPUT! but look at the brightside .. windows vista na kami!!! wohhhh!! oh well..

okai... i got to go haha... gotta take a bath byerzzz