DAMN IT! the day after tomorrow is gonna be our 4th mastery test and i havent studied a single book yet!! tomorrow ill be going on hiatus mode and will come back blogging after mastery test... i will just take a quick peek at my friendster to see who comments and reply them all if someone leave a note...
oh! wanna share to you some poem i found at deviant..
Not The Same Person.
You think you know someone when really you don’t
I’ve tried so hard to help her but now I just cant cope
Why she is pushing me away I really don’t know
She pushes me any harder and I think I just might go
I’ve tried my best to help her but I guess that’s not enough
She is making my life hell and our friendship so tough
People tell me I should leave her, she has hurt me way too much
But if you where in my shoes you wouldn’t be saying things as such
She is fragile and broken, abandoned and bruised
Vulnerable and delicate but there is nothing left I can do
Her lies like liquid fire they spray me and they burn
I hope in years to come that maybe she will just learn
There is not much more I can do she has drained me emotionally
She has hurt me in every way possible mentally and totally
She always says she is sorry and that she needs me greatly
If so…why has she been so bitterly selfish lately?
But now lately has turned into all the time
Why is she so found of breaking this little heart of mine?
I’m sick of forgiving her just to get hurt taking her back
I’ve got to let her go and get my life back on track
I thought we’d be best friends forever but I guess that’s not the case
But who stays best friends forever and ever anyways?
We used to be best friends and we used to be so close
But now its come to and end and that’s what hurts the most
I need to understand and I need to let her go
I need to understand she isn’t the same person I used to know.